I did dream about you last night tho. First time in a while! The dream explained why you’ve been so distant & in it, you actually haven’t been distant at all. You just haven’t been able to get in contact with me. To make a long story short, this dream had a happily ever after ending…then I woke up to the doorbell ringing, blah. It’s crazy because when I woke up, I wasn’t mad, sad, upset, happy. I was just like damn..this post was kind of pointless but I thought about it after my mom came in ranting about the kid.

I know she means best but bringing my old dude back in the picture isn’t going to happen! She does this every time she feels I’m getting too close to someone else. Leave it alone damn it!

omfg, thirteen days for me. Eventually thirteen months, then thirteen years. XD it does feel good! I just posted something short of this lol.

Damn, it’s been 13 days. Time flies when your mind is elsewhere.

People always say, “real women don’t chase men” or “why do you try so hard?” or “you’re obsessed with him”. It’s actually none of these. I don’t sit and obsess over anyone and I chase when I feel like I’m losing my other half. Yes, he is my other half & I wouldn’t be chasing hadn’t I fucked up the first time around. I’m not saying I’m gonna roll over and be anyone’s bitch, but I am going to give it my all.